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    April 17

    随笔....

    好复杂的心情,好难形容的心情.既孤单又很低落,多方面的事情造成我的内心压力,学业方面,团体方面,感情方面等等.我很想快乐的做回真正的自己,可是我发现,好困难啊!我必须要去做那些我不爱做的事,心里真的很悲哀噢~我真的后悔当初所做的选择,这选择造成了我现在没自由.真想可以有双翅膀离开那不属于我的地方...那地方已经困了我五年的时间了,我已经受够了~但是...但是,我却没有权力选择离开,我也不能不负责任.我知道只要我多一年半,我就能自由了!但我要忍受的事情真的好多好多,我快受不了了啦!!啊!!!呜~呜~

    学业..也是我担心的其中一件事.成绩越来越退步了,无奈的表情常写在我脸上,我承认是我不够努力,是我常玩乐而差点把学业忽略了.唉!从现在努力,还来的及吗??我的心里出现了好多问号...我真的好喜欢空中小姐这份行业喔!这是我从小学就喜欢的愿望了.我好喜欢在空中飞翔的感觉,真的好自由,又能在国外旅行,又能为客人服务.但是要考上空姐,不是那么容易的一件事.必须要考虑到很多方面的事情,连我的妈咪都支持我去努力当上空姐了,我...能全部都做到吗?我真的没有那份信心.可能这愿望是我的美好回忆,而再也无法实现...

     

                  

     

       

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    kenwrote:
    Maybe u forget who am i ade...maybe u wont read this blog anymore...maybe u wont read my msg at all..but must look ahead to ur dream..even we know we can't success ...but we must try our best 2 get it...btw if u want be a kong jie ...u must can speak fluently in english or else...it maybe will become a problem...so since now still got chance faster go take some courses 2 improve ur english...hm...somewhere like the british council in penang ....em...erican...or cam brigde...faster move now ....and never give up...to something u like so much ...must grab it tight...dream is a dream but the dream can become true or not...all depends on ur hand...jia you...other ppl never support u never mind ...i alwasy support u...if got any problem can find me also...alwasy ready here 2 solve problem with u...buh bye....
    Mar. 6
    晔 凌wrote:
    嘻嘻~你也喜欢Barbie呀~很高兴认识你~
    你想当空姐?其实我也有点想,考高中的时候我去考过,通过了初试,但害怕飞机出故障什么的,复试就没去~现在又想做空姐了~矛盾啊~
    Apr. 22
    蕃茄女孩wrote:
    原来...你和我有同样的梦想...我现在才知道呢...我相信你一定可以办得到的...要加油哦...虽然空姐很难考...但是你已经有优先权了...就是高...记得要常微笑哦...加油...(^.^)
     
    珊.
    Apr. 18

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